ALL HOMEWORK SHALL BE COMPLETED BY JANUARY THE FIRST 2008 AT 1200 HOURS!
toot toot toot haha * 2:29 AM 0 rocked with me

i must finish revising my du shu bao gao, do christie's homework so i can do faster because i want to be faster that evil jia wen ahah i am evil too not really but it is just better to be fast. ok then i will read my chinese text book to improve my chinese if it help anyway it is like a short story,read my chem text and read the mitch albom book mum bought for me when she does not like it at all. i shall see if i like it. then i will have to start training and doing homework and the bustle of school life starts once again and then it will be march and then june and there will be camp. but before that there will be csm! yay i am going to win! i will break chou she min's record hahaha she is going to be wiped off! ok and now its time to start my plans and maybe i shall do push ups and sit ups and crunches everyday! and leg raisers too! keep fit!
toot toot toot haha * 2:01 AM 0 rocked with me

haiya its damm late and i am not sleeping. must wake up to practice before jasmine comes. may be 8.30. i am so not looking forward to next year. i shall read all the stories i can for now and i am sorry mrs heng i don't think i will be able to do story telling for you. sanyiyi just ask me why i am awake so late but at least i got to clear my email, i know what i need to do for invest that is managable just that i have to find uncle jack and talk to him and he will most probably tell me to clean the table but its fine. actually i wasted alot of time today. sitting at kap with wenqi audrey and elaine but i just didn't want to come home. but i got some chem and bio knowledge and well rest hehe ya. dinner with mum and zs was quite good and i kind of feel closer to zs now.

well i must talk about training. i threw by myself and it was i dunno boring but kind of good for me to focus and i did kind of improve. but i guess what monster use to tell me at training was good so i shall aim for consistant throws, use more of my legs which i am able to now and to not yang tou. then i gave out the things i brought back from hk and promtly forgot to give jiaolian his present of almond biscuits. i want to beat wan lay chi's record of 12.56 so i hope that i can throw at least a 10.5 by nats junior. well i have a lot to do and i kind of just want to throw it all away and go to boarding school in the mountains of england or something. but it is rather impossible so i just have to train hard. i will be a good member of the team. even if we don't have good heads, a team can survive if the people at the bottom work more. oh i am going to try to up my weights for wo tui and fan gang ling in the next 3 weeks. wo tui i hope that i can reach 10 on both sides and fan gang ling at least 15 if possible or 13.75.

tomorrow i shall read my chinese text book, my bio text and my chem text most importantly and also do christie and tll ok that's alot i got to get it done. i get have to pack my bag and i will be ready for school! ok i can do it! jie is coming on the 30th with yiyi rayn gor and the rest ok it will be fun and i will get my homework done so i can read all the books and comics that san yiyi is going to buy me i guess! ok sleep so i will have energy for tomorrow!

i will strive to be a better thrower and a better student!
toot toot toot haha * 8:51 AM 0 rocked with me

i am back from camp. it was tiring it was necessary it was like living with 3 days of fear and seeing all my friends cry and getting numb to crying. my ankle is quite bad after the fall of the namly hill and i went for training today. my back is bad too from all the sit ups and pushups and my throws don't have to say lah. the talk and exchange of sms with audrey made me realise that camp had another meaning and the hard work that the facils went through didn't go to waste. they only had one motive through out the camp and it was to hope that council would be good and become better. i have learnt to be positive to take things in my stride and most importantly i need to focus that i have stil yet to master and one more thing will be to speak more. share my ideas with council.

i say i fear camp. i do not fear the physical activities but i fear the concequences of not being able to complete the activity as one council or as a batch. i fear the scolding and i fear debrief. i like the stage but i just don't feel comfortable infront of the council. its just a mental block i must overcome. i have a few weeks to do so though. everything happens for a good cause even camp. camp is good for there is a reason for making us do every activity for there is a rational behind it. it made council bond. it made me close to people i never guess i would be close to and well i don't really feel that i am pushed to the limit becaused i am not so physically challenged but mentally i was challenged.

and there is this assumtion that all track people are fit i tell you it is so not true! firstly i am a thrower and so i have arm power but i am very heavy at the same time. i have bad stomach muscles i need to maintain and i am totally not good at doing push ups. running is like a taboo especially when it is long distance and to unknow places. hills are worst cos it makes my hamstring pain and i hate that part to be pain the most and lastly we are human and when we are tires everything seems like an impossible task especially when i am covered in minor but painful injuries like big blue blacks that i thought was just big patches of dirt.

i feel prepared for my coucil term but i don't want june to come. i will go for camp with an open mind but nationals will be round the corner and i just have no idea how i will be like after camp. camp is good for every batch and every council. it makes us bond but for now i don't want to go for any camp. just for now. its only 2 more and i will make it through both of the camps. but now heal my back and my ankle, speak up more,FOCUS and i will make things happen. i can and i will and i finish doing my du shu bao gao.

Audrey i hope that your back wil recover quickly too. thanks for today.
toot toot toot haha * 8:24 AM 0 rocked with me

i am back from states. it was fun. it was new. it was an eye opener and it makes me kindof want to leave singapore for uni and kind of don't. i want to be a doctor but i do want to act. i really do after going to universal studios where senator obama was giving his speech. no politics i am sure but i can't choose betweem either or maybe i will do both. i do want to go sea games also.

track camp was yesterday and it was well i can't sayanything cos i didn't help plan and anything and next year it will be my turn to oversee everything so well i hope i do well. i can't say that peilih and mel wee didn't do a good job but things can be improved and more can be done to make it more interesting. for throws seniors are leaving some off them we will not be able to meet easily and yet attendance was crap! 6 without the seniors and there were people in singapore. damm really. and ingrid welcome! glad you joined us.

today was to school to collect blazer and stuff anf then lunch at kap with wenqi elaine and eunice which was rather cool i guess alot of talking and stuff. well after that was the gathering. i expected 10 people to come at least i was hoping for more and ya i met my target i hope you guys had a fun night cos i was glad that people came to my house and stuff. hope that we can meet during the next hols or something.

table soccer to the deproving acting skills and then cake and all. jinghui laoshi you really like sweet stuf and yonghan who ate santa and the chrotmas tree cos he didn't want to waste food and also helped me bring cake to his grandma house, meijun for talking about havinga billard table in my house and charging people for it. mahjong that never happen and mostly tv watching cos of the 7 show. well it was fun but the turn out was not so good could have been better but its fine. we will improve next year and do a better job in organising the gathering. we will have one. a better one.

i guess that blogging is kind of like a reflection of my thoughts and my feelings and i do have alot to say and really no time. i need to do my du shu bao gao! ahhh

may we all survive this ordeal and come home safe. just do whatever they tell us to. don't break any rules. tingle and jie enjoy yourselves in china!!!
toot toot toot haha * 7:57 AM 0 rocked with me