i feel proud to be chinese. i have felt proud to be singaporean, as i wear the word on my back but i have never felt proud to be chinese. i guess the olympics might have brought me to realise that only because china is rising. and it makes me want to participate in the olympics. i don't need to win. i just need to qualify. its not my career its just for the love and passion but before that haha must study.

i love going to huiguan. i just like it. the people and hah lessons. and i might be chen yuan yuan haa quite apt. its a nice play anyway! can't wait for jiawei laoshi to be back. i think i idolise my teachers! haaha and i have very fast career switches but i just realised that i hav never thought of becoming a teacher. i think i want to work in china. but i will spend my old days where i spend all my money in singapore.

family photo taking and gong gong's birthday dinner was ok and i am starting to like get more comfortable to da jie's boyfriend which is a foodie like all of us! i got a bit bored and irritated from all that waiting and having my hair in side parting which is suppose to make my face look sharper and ya all that make up! i don't like when there is not light cos light that is blinding makes me forget the make up ya and then we just took alot of photos then came home watch olympics, gossip girl then sleep!
and i now have this game called mario super kart!
toot toot toot haha * 7:18 AM 0 rocked with me

haha dance concert was wonderful!!
it is like the only performance that i watched this year and it makes me feel abit lost in my very little artistic side of me! haha so esplanade=nice formal look=buy clothes!! so i went out with mum after physio with my oily thigh to go and buy a dress, and i walked out of the shop in the dress! haha ya and then i went around with alicia to get libin's present and then we went for dinner after buying flowers! then we went to esplanade and ya stopped here and there to talk to people. alicia was in a red dress and i was in a blue one and when we were at city hall we saw so many ny girls in jeans with was a bit discoraging because we did put in some effort to dress up and look presentable and some people were just ya you know. but when we were at esplanade, we saw like seniors in dresses and heels which was much of a comfort! then talking to mrswong which i always feel rather warm after! haha i don't know why and she was doing all that cat whishtlings and stuff. met mum and mr lim saw ms tan and ms yeo and peilih in a dress! ahah its expected. went in sat 2 rows behind ms yap and inbetween syf people and the 3 men behind were exclaiming when it was the san ren wu because of yiyi! haha it was really funny and beside them was the fujian huiguan dance teacher that obviously doesn't know me but haha i see her on the board outside the ban gong shi!
so my first performance this year was obviously fabulous and i hope to watch more! maybe i should go and watch something else like the hui guan dance one!! the dances were really good and ya i was busy looking out for the people i know and seeing them on stage was really very different! come to think of it i haven't really gone onto this kind of stage for a long time! ahh i want to perform this year! but i have no role for hua tian cuo! aha i want to be the shop keeper or the gangsters wife! haha i can't remember the gangsters name! so ya hmm i need to watch something. scarlet?
huiguan today was ok, i am disgusted at some of the roles that some people get, shocked that some people have already started to bei tai ci, i haven't even read it once! and well i want a role! or i will end up as an sm or dao yan haha fat hope! i can't even act properly myself! yup and we watched some shortened version of hua tian cuo and i really really want to yan!!!! ahh mean while i better study hard!
toot toot toot haha * 6:57 AM 0 rocked with me