sometimes i really wonder if i want to do too many things and want to do it really well. there is production next week, that will determine whether my new found friends will get promoted to their next year in poly. well i guess i learn alot form all these productions. i brush up my acting skills, learn alot and also make friends. i got to know yonglin better before that i just knew that she was jie's classmate. now she knows me. there is wen an who is a very funny director that keeps on feeding us afterwards you have to change all our costume sizes cos we all grew fat. its new to work with fang ying the ahmah, yisong wo de zui ai that constantly thinks about our dear son yan dao aka jiajun and then seow cha bor don't need to say lah you haolian mrslim i know you very rich lah but don't need to wear dress and go market to buy vegetables right. pailian today was great fun, yonglin taught me so did fang ying and yisong my laogong. i got to pei yang gan qing with him. today was better than yesterday, and as what i wrote in my reflections for jalyn laoshi and jiawei laoshi. i like dancing haha ya its quite fun but i realise i only do it in huiguan though i am abit rusty for not doing it for a year but it will come back. the inspiration. i need it for la sia. i love huiguan! i love productions. i think i don't mind being a script writer if anyone wants to hire me in the first place.

going to china town with jie and family on sat after reunion dinner don't think san yiyi will be going though.

on throws friday was kind of like the best friday training but it still can be better. i am going to miss one training so i shall be making up for it on sat after cny. i shall not eat too much. i just called shirlynn a dodo and i shall once again say that even if she is awake she does not listen cos she thinks chem quiz is tomorrow! shirlynn wake your sleeping receptors up!

on council. the board is fine pss is not grey but black and hmm kelly is deprieved of food and well haha i shall bring her an array of chinese newyear cookies for her to eat! haha her birthday is 11feb so i shall see what to do for her. i shall dream about my pss design and hopefully get something out in the wilderness of lim chu kang.

academics and lesson
well i am missing 3 days of school so that will be alot and then i have to do lots and lots of catching up and well i still have council and throws and i am in need of a holiday!

I REALLY REALLY LIKE ACTING. ahboy ah see you on friday at 7 at poo side ko pi hor don't be late ah. i am greeday i want to be everything.
toot toot toot haha * 7:11 AM 0 rocked with me

it has been a week of triangles for maths, meetings with dai laoshi for nyps camp where i want to go because i haven't been back since sec1. i might just meet some teachers i know. 7 sec ones that are quite funny and i can talk to them about my mudane life that revoles around school abd well shir at least you still have dbsk and goong. looking at the song on bryan's nick, i remeber the same thing she had in sec one and i asked her why chasing cars they use snow petrol not traffic patrol. and she laughed at me for a week and then there is the alicia and her classic joke on me that she happily told elaine and then we will be going to camp with nicolette and haha china in p6. super funny. the late nights we stayed up and confessed to each other haha with chern hwee too.

school has been fine results still relative. but i have to work harder. invest is coming and so is cny. i better work hard when i come nack from camp. i can't imagine not bathing for days at obs but i will just have to survive it.

learning lab and laughing. it comes together. i really like it. somehow it keeps me going. i wouldn't miss it and would rather go there and come back super tired. the people the work i love presentations. speaking but not the writing. speeches ahha i better get my done well. i am looking forward to camp but i have to live the weekend first. and wenan's production rehersals damm! i am not doing this ever again.

and to end this super incoherent post, i am getting better at throwing finally and mr lim blams my slowness to council camp. oh man i like camp but i dare not tell him. but i rather wei guo zheng guang. oh and bio is so funny maths mr tan i am constantly sorry for dreaming in your lessons but i have been getting full marks for my worksheets and i will study for my next quiz. haha chem mrslai praised me but well i thank mrs kang instead! aha this post makes no sense

yuxuan if you see this i am looking forward to seeing you at busy bee i got things to tell you and ask you! ahhaha
toot toot toot haha * 10:48 PM 0 rocked with me

i wonder if i should regret helping yonglin's friend. i have not got the script. the dry run is on sat i am not going to mama's house i am going to huiguan instead i have to put in the time hopefully what mrslai says is true. that test are in term 2. well mrs lai...

huiguan on sun was thought provoking there is this chengyu fa ren shen xing. because of journal. i think journal is good. it makes us think reflect and learn. 1st real lesson so don't judge but i like the old days better. the good old days are always better. i miss jinghui laoshi! i miss photography. i really do. i like it better than dance eventhough dance is good and jiawei laoshi's tech classes. well new year more changes.
toot toot toot haha * 6:16 AM 0 rocked with me

she cried today cos this girl changed class
she makes lots of careless mistakes in her maths ws
she fills her mint sweet container with the chocs i gaev her and hey can't even come out properly
she is the chem rep
she doesn't like the chem teacher
she doesn't like her lab partner
she doesn't like chinese
she can laugh and giggle
we will be in the same class for 4 years
she is nice
she is my tablemate
she doesn't listen even if she is awake,
she loves DBSK
and pink!

she is Shirlynn
toot toot toot haha * 9:29 AM 0 rocked with me

it is 1 in the morning and i am not in bed! ok well i just did 2 proposals in one night i got to edit one more tomorrow and well hmm do lots more for sias. the week has been rather ok throws wise pedestrian even my throws were flat weights wise not bad. work wise still copping and well tomorrow is homework day! i am really tired and shir i cannot wait for chinese newyear cos i am going to meet xiefen and we might go visit mr lim. ahhh cny=skirts bleah whatever i shall just try to find something new.

throwers ahh friday is the day everyone is tired where everyone wants to go home including mr lim but yet he stay on to have training with us. to talk to us, play basketball with us. he might not be the best coach in the world but he is one good friend. friday is for us to do what mrlim deems good and so i plead eventhough you all might not read this but well respect mrlim and do the activities properly. its hard but if you put in your best, your face will show it all and mr lim will feel the warmth.

i like ms khoo as the days go by both IH and bio. for bio audrey thinks she has generation gap with us but well she is a really good teacher! and for IH well ms khoo is nice and has understandable explanations so kudos to the 2 miss khoos that teach my class.

i like coucil. i like the work i like the stress and for now my instincts have told me to go for the camp so i am going. so far my instinct have not gone wrong. for joining throws and council so i should trust it more. huiguan on friday should i wear shorts there? i really dunno but jalyn laoshi says wear slippers so that it wouldn't get stolen.ahha jiawei laoshi thanks for remembering my name even though it took you a year! tingle its ok lah diff group we still see each other.
toot toot toot haha * 9:01 AM 0 rocked with me

ahhh proposal proposal proposal and i have not been working very hard and well time to buck up for piano! ahhh i need to get it done! i somehow feel that i need to blog to relieve stress and yah get my brain thinking about what i did today. somehow i feel busy everyday. should i go to nyps and miss 3 days of school? nicolette got a yes from her parents alicia is going to ask. i wan to go but i don't want to miss lessons too. and then there is yonglin that production thing kind of which i want to do but i am too tired to think of.
toot toot toot haha * 6:24 AM 0 rocked with me

we are going to help children aid's society and well yay! one down many more to go. training was good just that we didn't throw. WELCOME MY DEAR SEC ONES!

shir i will blog about you on friday! just wait! be patient! i can't wait till friday!
toot toot toot haha * 5:31 AM 0 rocked with me

the light bulb joke

Q: How many RJC students does it take to change a lightbulb? A: 4 whole faculties. One fac to design thenew bulb,one fac to test it out, one fac to market it and one guy to write a stupid Email about lightbulbs.

Q: How many HCJC students does it take to change a lightbulb?A: The whole school to compete with RJC.

Q: How many VJC students does it take to change a lightbulb? A: The whole school. One to screw it in andthe rest to cheer and wave flags and banners to give him/her support.

Q: How many NJC students does it take to change a lightbulb? A: None. They can study without light.

Q: How many AJC students does it take to change a lightbulb? A: They're too busy trying to be one of the top 5 JCs.

Q: How many YJC students does it take to change a lightbulb? A: None. Only one teacher to tell themwhat a lightbulb is in the first place and to demonstrate

Q: How many CJC students does it take to change a lightbulb? A: They'd prefer it darker

Q: How many JJC students does it take to change a lightbulb? A: None. Their physics is so bad that theymake the male teacher cry.

Q: How many SAJC students does it take to change a lightbulb? A: None. They believe in praying for it.

Q: How many NYJC students does it take to change a lightbulb? A: None. They are still using oil lamps.

Q: How many SRJC students does it take to change a lightbulb? A: Huh, wat litebarb .

Q: How many TJC students does it take to change the lightbulb? A: None. They think they are very brightalready.

Q: How many MI students does it take to change the lightbulb? A: 100, 1 to hold the lightbulb, 99 to turn the ceiling.
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Q: How many NP students does it take to change the lightblub? A: None. Simi si litebarb, can eat one anot?

little jokes like this makes my happy hope you enjoyed it. motivated to start work and finish by tomorrow 12pm!
toot toot toot haha * 8:20 PM 0 rocked with me

one week over and i wish there was never such a thing called woman hood! argghhh Pain! today was bad i was just blank during maths ok its bad i just never listen because its maths i don't know why i just can't make myself listen and then i put my head on the table and ok bad things happen and i was moaning and groaning to poor shir. ok gm was short so i got time to meet ms tan at the thrid level. she told me about what i needed to do for this year and the first thing i need to do is to study hard and train hard training is starting to look brighter but i seriously hate friday cos nothing happens and its well NOT MR LIM'S FAULT. audrey might be right but still the way we treat him as a team while peilih tells me about the old days and stuff like that. i like training. i like the throws team. IT IS A TEAM. it is team that makes me work eventhough untimately it is for me and whatever i get will be mine but the team makes training easier.the team will go through everything together. i need some time to reflect. on the people in the team. the sec1s that don't bring shirts for training, the sec2 that are ok except for 2, the sec3s us relative i can't say good. the sec4 no comment cos they are older and i just do look at the older ones.

this week has been really tiring but i am getting use to it. the ball is rolling slowly and well it is good. for now. i blog to just vomit all my thoughts out so i don't think about it too much. i never even edit my posts cos i never dare read them. they just have too many typos for their own good. poor entries.

training

tuesdays was weights competition i need to win it i need to be beter than what i am now. my wo tui needs to be better. fan gang lin i shall be doing 10 then add the 2.5 then when i do for about 3wks then i add more weights. i must be able to lift the 17. ok throws have been good. i shall go up more and imagine chang-e's voice in my head. ms tan really loves track and field she really does and within that brief 15 mins she has taught me alot more than i get from gong ming ke and takeaways i get from gm are valuable to. my thought don;t link but nevermind. ok so that's about it i look forward to tuesday maybei should jump the 70 and jump 5 sets and well just do something to improve my throws. i just feel encouraged by ms tan.

ms teo

she is really nice i shall be nicer to her i will pay full attention during her lessons, i will put in my best in doing my la assignments and stuff. she made my day telling me all those things. don't ask why i just think so. thankyou ms teo!

well so it leaves me with council board and pss and i can go stand in line for assembly on monday i am looking forward to it i hope the person infront of me is tone deaf and late coming singing today was really loud! well done late commers today but don't be late again ok! wake up earlier! i got to do council board tomorrow, chem ws,laoshi,la orphanage research,bio and chem sia research and hmm i hope it is all oh practice! i must before jasmine scolds me.

well i look forward to the new week, completing all me homework including the 50 chen yu's for laoshi and hmm christie's hw ok that is alot of things to do and i need to think about pss too. i am enjoying a hectic life. i work well under pressure and i like ingrid! not many read my blog and hmm my new class is nice dione is super funny and well like mum says if i do this for 3 weeks, i will be able to sustain it so i shall be good. she said i was good for the week!

love live. accept it. it is life!
toot toot toot haha * 7:17 AM 0 rocked with me

1st day was just talks that were well meant to be important.



2nd day cca orentation,zuo wen and maths. i like maths the topic so far is still managable except that shirlynn doesn't know how to do it and mr tan is well funny in his own way and makes me want to listen. bio and chem no proper lesson yet physics i missed it due to telematch. i like my new chinese teacher but i still like zls better cos he brings food and chinese was relaxing. ms teo is the best for pccg but i shall not say why but i have yet to have la lessons yet cos of selections.



selections

well this year sec ones attitude problem that is all that i realised about them. but worse than last year. why they not scared of seniors? when i was sec one i was scared but the throws hmm i didn't see extremely good ones because i was writing zuo wen and well there are 11 shortlisted ones and none of them can run and jump so that is very bad. but there is one girl i really want her to join. she is good and cute haha really like libin cute. and then there is the bad side of it. the preparation done by the capt that was screwed and stuff like that and so there were people slacking there butts away at the field not going back for lessons including herself and mstan and mr lim don't realise cos they are too busy trying to get good girls and well i wasn't very good.

training

throws were not very good. i wanna to better so i shall improve my technique and listen to what jiaolian say so that he will stop suaning me and i get discouraged. i need to move my legs faster and throw higher and finish my throw by swinging my hand to the left ya like that and train more arhh so many things to do! ok nvm i will train harder. i shall as for lunch training and hopefully it surfaces! i shall be more entusiastic about training and train my abs more by doing more sit ups and hmm jump more and jump heavier so it will be at least 18 and to up weights quickly. can start fan gang lin at 12.5 at each side for now and wo tui at 8.75 for first 2 then long rest 10 for 3rd set then the rest back to 8.75 and i will do 6 if i can't then i will repeat the set. and do the turning thing. it trains the back and the front and to go over asap especially since lessons end at 2.30 on training days.

friday

telematch was well new and really rush and weird cos of photo taking and i didn't need to queue cos it was by index yay thanks to the person that let me stand infront of her. and i rushed back for chem and the teacher was talking about rules and then sia and then lessons gm i am in swc and then err bio and maths i think. still no homework for maths and i cannot do simple simultaneous equations beacuse i am careless so i got to be more careful.

training

ingrid is strong and i throwing as far or even further than me so its time to pull up my throws literally and well uck up and listen to jiaolian before i just loose it all. like what mum says it is easy to carve an edge but hard to keep that edge sharp. so study hard train hard and stop blogging so much!
toot toot toot haha * 10:00 PM 0 rocked with me