and now back to physics so that i can calm my nerves and when i am done call IRIS! yay
toot toot toot haha * 5:18 AM 0 rocked with me

its tomorrow! ahhh ok don't scared ok if i fail i will fight back. if i do well go further. ok dream big dream big i am prepared lah! don't think so much sleep early i am feeling the jitters once again haiyo its bad and i felt it twice this year. all comers and WALA okok be confident jiaolian will be there spritually i will have the power to do it! GO ALL THE WAY TEAM SINGAPORE
toot toot toot haha * 5:15 AM 0 rocked with me

i wonder if i would make it to bed at a sane time tonight. i doubt.
bio sia no complains cos we are slogging this together. IH damm i don't know anyhow do. i like the subject not the work. zuo wen i will and must finish before my chinese goes down the drain.

ok stop thinking about training so much. i think i am a workaholic. i must like train everyday or something if not will die like that. ok i shouldn't it bad. but then okok tomorrow light weights do more fu ji things and don't do so much hamstring related things. ahh i just want to throw to the grassy plains.

WALA is coming so soon then it will be over in a poof. hmm i am not going to school on monday definitely and tues i only want to go untill 11.15 then i leave with eunice. hmm i want to go watch c girls shot and i realise that shot is the first b girls event. i shall motivate myself using the c girls results. i will do well so i must rest more and stop training stop thinking about training and studying harder or you will just fail all your tests! i warned you i warned you and you are still here. now shoo go do your bio and help shir. you still have IH and zuo wen waiting!!!
toot toot toot haha * 8:22 AM 0 rocked with me

i know i should be doing work i know i should sleep as early as possible but here i am wasting time. but then again

ok its about throws. so i wonder when my throws will pick up. maybe i shouldn't i wonder when my hamstring should recover, i know it will i just have to be good and stretch and warmup. ok pick up and just do it i can. i did it during the hols. lessen weights concentrate on throwing. technique is the most important. turn right leg don't stick butt out and keep head in the right position and the right time. Bring counterpain, put counterpain. rest more sleep more. charge up for nats. ok i will do it. i can do it. i want to. LITTLE MS SUNSHINE wants to win the beauty peagant. its all in the mind.

i am boiling the bubbles its the least i can do and i still feel obliged to help batch 09 and for PSS its the lingering feeling i don't it to go away.
toot toot toot haha * 7:50 AM 0 rocked with me

ahh school is just well hmm boring waste time but what to do. hmm i wonder if i just self study i think it would be more productive but well hmm maybe not. ok i have tonnes of homework because i didn't do it during the hols like the math trigo. i am editing sicko cos deadline is on friday and then there is LA SIA presentation CL sia that will be over and the ones that i am most afraid of is bio and physics. i need to do a poster for physics which is not so bad. bio hmmm.

there is alot of track stuff to do thankfully the dinner is settled with a new surprise, there is WALA briefing tomorrow and i look forward to see inez once again. training is light but well i am not sure. i guess i need to just throw more and today was like a lousy start to the term even though i wanted to throw so badly. hmm tomorrow shall be a better day. i shall go training after wala briefing. i shall ask cikgu hanim about the malay thing some time tomorrow. ahh ok there really is alot of things to do and i shall stop wasting time.

homework the bane of my life. classmates hmm

better throws
toot toot toot haha * 6:19 AM 0 rocked with me

10 july thursday 830 chua chu kang b girls shot putt flight 2! yay
train study sia
i like training the best and i am very happy bacause of training. nats is like coming so soon! i wish i went and registered for nats jnr but then hah don't think liao lah maybe just go down and support carolyn and wenqi! ahah ya morning was by myself but i realise that my most productive trainings are the ones on tuesday and thursday cos jiaolian will stay at the pit and correct and i make makes some changes to improve! yay i think i am 0.5m from my goal hahha yay training tomorrow afternoon will be less productive but i still need to go and practice what he told me today.

Can you throw when its noisy? haha ya i can depends on when the noise starts, like if i an in the pit and you start then ok actually as long as you don't suddenly scream shout like how mr lim does sometimes then its fine. hoho i like encouragement and changes and my hamstring seems better but then i got weird feelings on my wrist and my ankles ahha weird feelings. oh which reminds me about grad mag which is utterly terrible! ah i am terrible at designing and computer stuff. hehe who want to watch WALA? i am throwing on 30 june at 2.30! come down and cheer for singapore! haha i can't wait really can't wait. the people like mr tham inez ayisha mel mel liang wei gina the guys that only love on friday, haha ya all the wala perth people! and BONG and the australian girl. i shall be nice and give them pins. Oh i want to swop track suit anyone likes the blue and grey? haha

i am excited happy excited happy woots! Throwing and track! WOOOTS
back to homework again!
toot toot toot haha * 7:50 AM 0 rocked with me

"Don't cry because it's over. Smile because it happened." - Dr Suess.
it sums SLC up for me.
the memories fun worry and awkward moments. i am training my max! i need to study more!
toot toot toot haha * 7:01 AM 0 rocked with me