i wonder if i should ramble on and give you just the crap my life is becoming cos i am just so tired by the time it is the weekends or do some reflecting that is better for me because i am cultivating my vioce or well it makes me think about my week and improve on it.



one bad was the no practice for piano. one good was constantly resonable throws. resonable. piano i don't know i usually practice like on friday and sat at unearthly hours.

reflection. i love doing this. i have lots to say when i am doing it or immediately after i finish doing something but now i am just so tired. i went for chem today and well it was fun and ya bought sweets ate alot of it and then realised that if i eat more than 12 in an hour it will become mild laxatives! haha incredible. ya

i have learnt how important moqi is today. at huiguan when i rolled on top of people much smaller than me without much thinking, when we tired to do all that clapping. it makes it fun but i realised that council camp's doing pt is actually really very very effective for bonding purposes and many more but i think the ones at huiguan needs alot more brain and team work plush coordiantion. i am really proud of my group and will we are going to do playback next term! jiang gu shi shi jian! haha ya

call me a freak but i can't wait to write my obs reflective essay!
toot toot toot haha * 11:50 PM 0 rocked with me

a house bustling with activity with alot of people no water and almost no electricity

my house

well my grandma went for her breast cancer op like one week after she knew her results. she is super strong for a 72 year old who takes 1 hour cycles to the market to buy a whole basket of groceries back and then cooks and scolds us for not finishing her food. her food is very nice. and lots of veggies and also alot that explains why we can't finish and well she goes to the market everyday and her basket has been growing everytime she buys a new one.

so relatives have been coming. she doesn't usually stay with us but now she is to take her mind of my younger very naughty cousin. worse than me ones. so ya my house is very noisy and my dad that already makes alot of noise when no one is at home is now talking very loudly to my relatives like my gu gong and yim ma and gugu and kimkim and their cute little small boy that really enjoys his food but sadly has some health problems the last time i meet the small boy my other gugu's first month party for his first kid now i think he has 2 or 3 already aha i was p6 then.

my house is old not really but badly built so ya lots of problems and just now when i was talking to ida she was musing over the problems she faced in cooking dinner. i had a left over dinner yesterday and a dinner cooked in a steam boat thing cos the plumber guy spoilt the nob. its super sandy after all the drilling and well bustling with activity sums it all up and will be going on for the next few days ahah so fun!

school was fine debrief for invest was fine iris poor thing broke her tail bone after she fell down the very dangerous steps that i have seen people fall down everytime it is slippery and have fallen down there myself on a sunny down because i was excited and jumping ok my fault. so i shall suggest it! yay

malay cikgu noridah bought us doughnuts we bought her a pooh bear! haha so funny and well she has been oh so nice and we are getting a new cikgu and that is rather sad. but well treasure the times we have had with her and like she said once her student always her student.

hoping for good throws and approval of pss things! rush rush
toot toot toot haha * 6:45 AM 0 rocked with me

shirlynn the shirlim
jumps walks skips and hulahoops
she is a very good friend bad in chinese but good at everything else. she holds a place dear in my heart. to have a complete insight to shirlynn's life do comeback to my blog everyweek!
toot toot toot haha * 6:18 AM 0 rocked with me

well now i am not so tired i can finally give a long grandma story about invest. and hopefully some reflections.

so invest prep started all the way in december where everything was still scratch and well i was just lost. so things got clearer, more brain storming was done for guestbook after the failing attempts of so many proposal, amusing convos on msn that lead us to talk about et haha fingers touching guest book and well in the end we had more constructive ideas and did proposal and then chewfei vetts sends back to me make changes and then finally i sumit and she says it is all correct. it was like a 10 min thing back to her and then to me. quite fast pace and will it was a good challenge. thought me to focus, type faster.

so reception table which was what i was in charge of took me to go quite often to use the go phone and talk to om tan, make calls to om tan with the help from the office lady and also to uncle jacks little hideout near the audi and pulling tables out from underneath the staircase, walking around with my court shoes and taking rather light tables around the front of the audi, being called uncle jacks daughter inlaw by other uncles. so it goes like this. on thurs i went to find uncle jack. one day before invest during recess and then he tells me to not make the tables dirty then he sends me away, i go talk to jing ying, help her fastent the ribbons, he comes and calls me, brings me to get the tables, drag them out with this makeshift cart and then place them properly and drag the cart back. bell rings, rush back to class. rehersal, constantly forgets to close legs, hernhern tells me from behind, closes legs,walk back and well got it right and my first rehersal. dailaoshi taught me how to walk in my shoes properly, maybe i should stuff tissue in my shoe next time make it tighter so i don't drag my feet. went to coro without my nametag i thought i lost it in the end i found it in class, couldn't open the lock doors. went to coro, met ros said hello went to alteration shop to ask uncle if he sold press studs he said yes then i pass him 10 without asking him how much and then he was like come before then i said yes. i had this pants that was too long it got so dirty my mum couldn't stand she took to alter at his shop then i collected that day and then he said your mum pay for that one already. the buttons give you free! so i got it free thanks man. went to send pss design for printing with the super hostile uncle no choice have to go to him then i go collect things go ntuc buy hair spary and then go chem. and when i got home, i got my formal skirt altered by mama! she said so long very ugly that's why i help you alter. asks yenjin if its ok and then next day mrswong tells me its abit short but i can't do anything to it already.

friday 22 feb.

in the morning tables were ok then during lunch, mdm lee says she is afraid of a bottle neck situation and thus she told us to rearrange the tables. rush my lunch down, run to the audi using the front of my court shoes, realise there is no one,run into audi tell mrs wong whats happening, closes the door and falls down right infront of mrswong. have her tell me to be careful, runs out lift the tables up and then mpre people come shift the tables out and then we don't get such a bottle neck situation instead we get a semi-circle. so that's all for reception tables. uncle jack tells me to keep them. i run back after photo taking and then the tables are already there where uncle jack wants them to be so i just go change fill my bottle with fruit punch and them go bound in my hongzi. my last day to wear my hongzi to school. i found my elect name tag! it was left in class. so i do the school tour before that and look at previous post for more details.

more about photo taking. i was standing around and then hanjing brought her camera out and then we had 2 photos taken and it was quite funny cos kelly and me climbed up and we sat on the table while the rest sat on the chair. then the seniors took their photos, stood around again and then chew fei said i look like yenjin haha. and then yen jin was like i tell you har wo zhen shi bei ni qi si le. never close your legs infront of ms yap! sorry sorry yenjin i will remember to close my legs next time. i look like yenjin the eyes and the mouth according to chewfei and then she said actually they look alike but the best similarity about them is that they are both crazy! what a good compliment from chwfei. but i must say all the swc seniors are really nice and i have never blogged about them. hanjing for helping me with the exclamation mark ang i saw grace leong at busy bee yesterday and chewfei and yenjin for just always being there and karen for all the strictness that makes me worry about whether i am a good example for people. yes it is a good thing!

so invest is a journey and not just the moment to embrace the stage when the light shines on you. it is a tiring journey, a fun journey and a fufilling one. its over i am glad but i do look forward to these kind of things again. it pulls the whole council together and not just the comitees. its and interesting combination and well i enjoy the drilling of hole and seeing mr lim cut the wood. to receive all the help from mrlim for council board also sums up my invest journey as i had to complete it before invest. the whole board falling off leading to such a racket for the whole council, having to redo the things, buy more material and then paint to salvage the black side that yenjin nicely helped me tear off the golden words making the black side hairy, staying back in school till 8.30 with mr lim to finish the pss design and the exclamation mark he told me to redo for counicl board. wenqi helped. my best buddy! haha we shall always remain best buddies! yenjin and her supervision jenyi and her promotion of council board by takng up alot of space on the corridors, mrs elaine ng calling us(me and jenyi) art students! hahahahahah ya. and having heard people read pass!on as PASS! ON. HAHA SO FUNNY. other things that happens within people as a council shall be kept within.

pss has moulded me to be better friends with xinyun so i hope we will have a good partnership. for now one little advice to you xin yun. get a close friend someone who you can pour your heart out to.

i love swc i love council
toot toot toot haha * 3:54 AM 0 rocked with me

invest is over.

invest is for us to embrace the moment when we are on stage.

invest is painful when you stand still in your court shoes.

invest is enbarrassing when you are with your guest and your friend comes and tells you that you look like you are going fall when you are walking.

invest is tiring.

invest is worth all the time and effort that we put in.



next project pss. so i shall not say more but watch out for it. its coming!

for now invest was a good from my view better than last year. so time to throw well and do well in my work before i get kicked out of school. haha just random comversations before and after photo taking like how chewfei said i look like yenjin and i am as crazy as yenjin, and i do the same projects that yenjin did last year and haha its quiet funny. so after school tour with very nice st garbriel guys that say that our school was very big and have very heavy school bags, we sent them off at the audi side and then cam whore and i realised i am not much of one. i took photos with kelly and then lost them some how! i am a camera dodo. pack pack lost hairspray then went and ran abit for training and then sat down to eat ice-cream then go laoshi. talked to alicia jenyi and kelly about everything that came to mind. i like council for whatever i have gone through. i seriouly do and i do look forward to more events!

i am super tired. i need a better weekend and 10 times better throws.
toot toot toot haha * 6:13 AM 0 rocked with me

mad rush! BANG
well that decribes my week. i have now adopted a rather fast walking speed and i am horrendous at art.

"if i fail all my subjects and never make it to uni, i will go and be a carpenter" it has been what council has thought me for the week. feel for the wood. it makes drilling a whole lot easier. i am a good carpenter hope that i will have more chances of using the screw driver and electric drill. guestbook is coming up quiet ok. wonder if yenjin has done the words yet? council board must be completed by friday. pss hmm i am not sure. i hope i can get it done before invest. i am excited about the structure! its taller than all of us. its mrlim kb's height! 1.8m aha we spoil the market and i think i am slowly going to turn into a perfectionist if i stay calm and focused.

training is summarised into: if i glide straight i can do well and hopefully get a medal if i don't i can slack my ass away of train damm hard for next nationals and hope to go to many more games. there are quite a few games this year so i hope i get to go. i must train harder listen to jiaolian and think before i throw. i just made a new record today. 165 jumps on a happier note happy birthday carolyn you are really funny and well quite unbelieveable that you are already 18! hope to see you on friday!

works has been kindof a mess speech done i hope well but i know not fantastic cos i was so nasal but for the rest ok but i must learn how to write my sentences in maths properly nono statements. it seems that my maths has turned out well so far. physics and bio is killing me. i am just excited about council and wala perth!
toot toot toot haha * 5:12 AM 0 rocked with me

GONG XI GONG XI!
few more hours to chinese new year i shall stay up by watching drama tonight haha. shir does it ring a bell?
ok chinese new year celebrations hui chun was kind of fun, i got no time got to go have tuan yuan fan now. will update later.


toot toot toot haha * 2:11 AM 0 rocked with me

shirlynn ah i must thank you ahh for helping me write done all the homework, sitting beside me while i was sick and patting my head and explaining things to me and well being and ever helpful friend! thanks for doing all the dares that i have dared you to do and well just always being there for me. your obsession with goong and my obsession with greys we should find a drama that we both like. its nice to sit beside you cos i don't know who i would like to sit beside in 3/5 at least for now. i need someone like you to confide in.

ahh it sounds cheesy so cheesy but well its for shir the emotional one. hope you like it!

I MUST FINISH THE LA THING TONIGHT AND NOT PROCRASTINATE. I MUST BE A GOOD STUDENT AND NOT TAKE ADVANTAGE OF MS TEO'S NICENESS
toot toot toot haha * 5:57 AM 0 rocked with me

sometimes i am glad to be free. i like it. to have time to myself. i have lots of homework to complete, i am in quite a lost for my sias, i am totally just scraping by my work and thinking about whether council was the right choice. i went for camp on monday to wednesday, it was good but the were spoilt brats that had distilled water in camp! i drank from tap water! it was their camp and due to lack of sleep i have not been feeling well. i don't usually wear jackets in singapore so when i wore one to learning lab it got shao rather worried and daniel thinking that i played badminton. i wore the ashaway singapore schools one i got from wala last year. so i sat thhrough the 2h lesson with shao placing her hand on my forehead quite a few time, me feeling like i was dying and freezing my ass away. i was in a jacket and still cold. i had a fever. thanks ms chew for your concern and the borders discount paper.

thursday i went to school only to feel cold in the usually very cold class room making ms teo rather worried and wishpering my way through the day teaching the sec1s and well getting pass the lesson rather succesfully by just listening without taking anything in afterall i had 3 quizzes that day with a fever. i did rather well for maths but the rest stil dunno yet. went for training which i did not train and i had this little talk with ms tan. i do feel like not doing it any more. but it is kindof irresponsible.

friday class breakfast that had lots of left over hasbrowns which was fun and ms teo bought a cake for the jan feb people birthdays. ma teo is real nice and well bio spa with the stupid epidermal and blowing lightblulb of my microscope and then i went home after pasting some magazine on the notice board and then i did the pss proposal, bathe slept and went for laoshi.

sat woke up feeling real sick jasmine came, couldn't really play properly, read the notes wrongly, went for performance, it was quite ok then qing gong lunch and then busy bee were the zuo wen was real long and i said bye bye to parry haha! reunion dinner was fine chinatown is totally so no cny mood eventhough mum bought persimmons and i don't feel like eating it. i am loosing my appetitite but not any weight and i still can't go li bin's house tomorrow cos there is council stuff and well today i am stuck at home doing homework and i still feel like sleeping. i can't wait till chinese newyear. cheering session tomorrow and i don't want to loose my voice. thanks ms teo for offering me the extension. i will try my best. when is the speech?

SLEEP!
toot toot toot haha * 11:25 PM 0 rocked with me