so exams are over it has been months since i have last blogged and well training is mediocre, and ya i was all alone. mum and dad are away in japan. alicia is coming to stay on monday, inez might come on thursday i am feeling like i can't go anywhere but home. jiaolian is going to china when i go to china, nats is in april which is really worrying and i really need to get the hang of training but actually my right hand feels weird like pulled.

Haven't gone to hui guan and the library to settle cip things, haven't done a whole lot of things i want mum to be back it gives me peace i like it and i have a piece of good news for her and dad cos its the money thing and yiyi is flying of again, i am so freaked out by bugs growing in glutinous rice it is disgusting! I need to read some good book, i have no urge for jodi picoult and well ya i am reading junk like lizzie mc guire and i feel like reading princess diaries, i need to go sit at borders. ok i need to train more on top of everything else and stop worrying about the rest of the people. if they don't want to train, they will suffer. the team thing doesn't matter. i will do my best and max my score for the team and train hard. i need to go salt more so that i can get stronger. i feel weak and unfit and helpless argh the squirmy feeling sucks.

JUST REPLIED SHU TING'S EMAIL I MISS HER! I MISS MUM TOO!

Oh and ya because i havne't gone to huiguan for so long, i actually thought i would not act and well focus on training when i am in singapore! i hope that jiaolian would also have sat training next year immediately after school reopens! i need to train and i am really feeling the need for it time is precious and i want to watch season 4 of greys or private practice! kate walsh! doctor?
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