Wednesday, April 18, 2007
I SCREWED EVERYTHING UP! I AM SO DEAD!
I WANT I DON'T I WANT I DON'T!! THIS SUCKS LAH!!! GRRR I SHOULD just study hard and be a normal student! i don't want to be qicked out of the school! ahhh ahh i am so dead! i can't just make up my mind! things have gotten very bad after i met mrs heng! i should concentrate and throw further and do better in my studies! academics is more important!
there is like so many things to do and i am getting ymself into alot of stupid trouble and i am worrying about thousand and one things important or not now the interview is over i worry about whether i will do well but i guess it is negative! I AM JUST IN THIS BOTTOMLESS PIT AND I FEEL LIKE I JUST DON'T WANT TO DO ANYTHING EXCEPT PIANO. AND I REALISED THAT I LIED ALOT DURING THE INTERVIEW WITHOUT EVENKNOWING THAT I LIED!
libin get well soon
I AM HOPELESS AND THIS SUCKS! SHALL GO TALK TO SOMEONE!!!
toot toot toot haha *
3:23 AM
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