obs the long awaited is now here. i want to go but i am a little apprhensive cos i am afraid that i haven't brought everything. i hate it when my mum rules my life whether i can watch tv or not! everything i do is controlled by her. i am loosing my focus day by day! i don't fell like getting it back i just want to get rid of my work and get a 75% cos it is what my mum asks for so that she will let me stay in council.

from sec1 till now i have been doing things my mum disappoves.
secone was to join throws
sectwo was council elections and subcequently council
secthree not yet.

and i like these things. she tells me is good if i can do it but she is always critising it. using it to threaten me and i hate it! my life is a total screw up and it will totally suck if not for those things if she doesn't approve but maybe it might be those things she doesn't approve that makes my life so sucky but whatever it is i am hanging on. i will continue to do it. and my choice career for now is to my parents dissaproval too!

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
toot toot toot haha * 6:37 AM 0 rocked with me