No matter how bad i am at expressing emotions, i do have them.

PSS awareness week is half over. i can't say that i have put in my best in publicity because i know that i could have done more only after the whole ting started. when i worried that i would not get anything and when i worried that nothing would be feasible. when i worried that i would not be able to do a good job. when i smack myself for wanting to meet msteng during recess and not knowing what happened during lunch because i went for GM. when i worried there will not be anyone mending the store. When i worried i would make a fool out of myself on stage. when i worried that there will not be assembly.

I worried so much for this . i feel for it. i want to help. i want to get a suggestion that wows me. something out of the ordinary material things. i know they are the fastest things that would be put into place. i take PSS as something personal. something that you suggest from the bottom of your heart and only when i agree with you will i then be able to put my heart into helping. i know somethings cause trouble especially when they are new and implemented in the middle of the year. i suffer if you think you suffer. i enjoy if you think you do. the management is not that far i am sure that they will open up if we are rationale about our suggestions.

i set myself a quota and i need help in reaching it. it is something so small compared to the whole population. i hope it works. it is my heart into the project for it is something i want to do well in. i do not believe in just passing time. whatever i do i have to do it to the best of my abilities lest my consciencess haunts me. I feel for the project. I want it so badly to be good but it is not entirely in my hands.

i just hope for one good one from more than 1200 people. IS THAT TOO MUCH TO ASK?

TO BE OR NOT TO BE I SIT ON THE FENCE.

MY BUTT GETS POKED.

OW SO HOW?
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